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never go back

by Cam.TBH

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Every night I lay awake
Tell myself that every breath inside my chest is a mistake
Then I wonder how much more of this can my mind take
Fill the vessel to the brim and wait for it to break yeah

Paint these pictures in my head
Drag my hands across the canvas
Now my palms are dripping red
I feel like heart just beat me and left me for dead
I wish I that I could just exit peacefully instead yeah

It’s not my fault
I’ve done nothing wrong
But I still feel empty sometimes
Every time I think of the things
That I left behind

It makes me feel so bad bad bad bad
But I’ll never go back back back back
I should have realized
Everything in my life was draining my own happiness
Yeah I’ll never go back back back back
I’ll never go…

Days spent drowning in my sleep
Making up for all my sleepless nights but now I’m in too deep
Try to stay motivated but I feel so weak
Everything in my future seems so fucking bleak yeah

I stare my demons in the face
Fuck another burden time to put you in your place
I’m done watching myself rot and waste away
Sick of feeling like a mistake everyday

It’s not my fault
I’ve done nothing wrong
But I still feel empty sometimes
Every time I think of the things
That I left behind

It makes me feel so bad bad bad bad
But I’ll never go back back back back
I should have realized
Everything in my life was draining my own happiness
Yeah I’ll never go back back back back
I’ll never go…

Every time I think of the things
That I left behind
It makes me feel so bad bad bad bad
Bad bad bad bad

Bad bad bad bad
Bad bad bad bad
Bad bad bad bad
Bad bad bad bad

Bad bad bad bad
But I’ll never go back back back back
I should have realized
Everything in my life was draining my own happiness
Yeah I’ll never go back back back back
I’ll never go…

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released July 16, 2021
Written, performed, produced, mixed, and mastered by Cameron McBride

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